Jealous? My Love

I’ve been jealous before, but I really can’t blame.
My first time the guy was more like her anyway
Then there was the second, a move to college
She thought she was mistreated.
And I grew in her favor even though I wasn’t hers.

Things seem different.
I guess they always will be
When two people part
And go different directions.

You seem foreign
Like returning from an oversees trip.
It is scary how far a few miles are
when they cease to be traveled.

But I haven’t gotten over the feeling
I feel when I feel your presence
And don’t want to share it with another
It’s your life though and not my decision.