Preparation for the hearth
Foot friction, she smiles,
“sandals braking down cause duck-walk,” I say,
and fly across the claymated basement,
jettied like the muddy earth encircling.
mortarboards form next week
and fly across another room:
pots will be removed from the kiln,
placed on selling shelves with resumes,
her fingers resume, slippery nails filled,
stuffed to overflow like the glazing shelves,
“this is craft, not art,” curtly said.
the adding . . .subtracting . . .centripetal . . . centrifugal. . .
“what color should this one should be?”
her call? will clay return to rock
for defeating paper,
will she write
her mark brandishing,
initializing the final piece
this Friday night,
the final week,
to fire.
Hash browns (after Waffle House)
scattered
No answer.
She plays with her fork,
her food divides into individual hairs,
I’m parched:
waiting for words all night.
smothered
Am I onion, cutting, alone?
“does he love me?” she asks.
I said, “This isn’t romance”
as I slid my arm around.
covered
“I love cheese, too” she says,
“American is fake
“and grease is bad.”
She won’t let me pay.
chunked
Hamming it up, no bite, no sip
water untouched
no thirst for talking;
I know her like our waitress,
emm. . . (looking at nametag)
topped
off with ice scream “You chilly?”
“No, nervous–my first date.”
diced
unripe remains of Kyle
and other tropical storms of rejection
crush;
weathered palms cling for anything.
peppered
with smiles, glances, hugs,
phone calls on nights ending in “day,”
I can do no more.
Goodnight.
Keep asking cause you’ve smbitten me.
If they were secure as me, they’d be free laughing hysterically underneath the foldout bed here with me,
Crazy thing, finding the perfect between extremes:
listens / disappears / won’t shut up / “Yes we know you’re here.”
How many sucker souls daily get seduced by your curiosity?
Tell me and keep asking, too, ’cause you’ve smbitten me.
Could I love this way? Is your interest real?
Yeah, but
could I get over the jealousy
of your interest–in all the other Mr. Mysterys?